And this is your way to do it? Asking me to fall apart? [Her bitterness turns to anger. She's not certain with who. Is it the ones who brought them here, Abel for dying, and Wade for making her care at all? It's a step up from the more passive emotions she's displayed so far.]

Because that is all that can come from this. Abel remains my most beloved friend dead or alive. I can't cry for a moment and be done with it. I'll be ruined. Is that what anyone needs right now? Another hysteric person unable to deal with the world we have found ourselves in?